Spirituality & Motherhood

Im a first time mommy with a very deep spiritual life, I am learning how to keep my spirituality active while raising two boys. My animal spirit guide is the wolf who brings me rainbows to my spirit. And I know I am safe.

I have a gift of being able to speak with spirits, I mainly do it with animals but people come along at times too.
I have always been an outsider to the world and the people in it, never feeling a part of the human race, always feeling different and out of place in this world, and I guess it will always remain that way because of my thoughts and gifts.
But I am very lucky and blessed to have a guy in my life who accepts me for everything and listens to all I have to share, and he doesn't look at me like I am crazy or weird. He listens like he is actually intrested. And I am so thankful to have someone like that in my life.
He was a gift from God.

Speaking of God, my God is Anubis and my Goddess is Hathor, they have helped me through so much and always continue to amaze me in how fast they answer my prayers and help, everyday I thank them for all they have done for me.
My path has no name as I have a lot of beleifs that are in other named paths, I would like to have a name for mine but it's just not possible right now. I am mixed in all kinds of different ways.
I know I am blessed to have such good things in my life and to be thankful for this second chance I have been given, I will not ruin my second chances as so many others do.

I love the life of a mother, I never thought I would, motherhood is all about learning and growing, I find myself learning so much and growing so fast, a lot of people say it will be hard raising two boys close in age, and I know it will but I don't focus on the hard stuff, I focus on the fun we will have, all the playing in the woods and making mud pies and ending up throwing mud all over each other. I am here to prove everyone wrong who may doubt me.

This blog is everyday things, spirit, life and thoughts and ideas. Some of my thoughts may be strange or way out there but that's just me.

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My Mission

All through my life I have often wondered, what is my purpose here? I could never find the answer, through all the pain and suffering I went through, through all the pain and suffering I see in the world that I can do nothing about, I just... more

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Apr 4	-	It Is A Matter Of Balance
Apr 3	-	who I am
Apr 2	-	Heart & Mind

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